Across her graphite drawings, Nicole Ji Soo Kim develops a personal notational script — coded numbers, degrees, directional arrows, abbreviations — a private yet gestural grammar encoded on scrolls of gridded rice paper. Drawing on formal grief education training alongside her art practice, Kim imbues these surfaces with a calculated yet intimate structure, posing a question that animates her work: can grief be quantified through visual representation?

Kim’s notational system draws on the Fluxus score tradition, where instruction and image collapse into one another. But where Fluxus instructions are written to be performed by others, Kim’s system is inherently non-transferable to the viewer. Instead, her instructional renderings expose a choreography of mourning no one else can perform.

In her series A Precious Holding (Joys Gallery, 2025) and Mourning Notation 12 (on gestures of hope) (Zalucky Contemporary, 2024), the grid functions as a guiding infrastructure, operating as a rigid and instructional underdrawing laid beneath her organic marks of emotion.

Incremental Movements: The Slow Pace of Mourning, 2023, Graphite on cotton rag paper.

Examining Kim’s practice in dialogue with theorists who examine the psychoanalytic and affective potential of the grid, this text will parse the internal pressures of externalizing mourning. Filling the rationalized structure with a language it cannot contain, Kim’s drawings become instructions for continuing relation, functioning as a blueprint not for resolving grief, but instead, for sustaining its affective breath.

The notational system, then, is not a code to be cracked. It is a score to be witnessed — a private choreography made visible through the artist’s insistence on structure as a vessel for what cannot otherwise be held.

Installation view, Head Help Heart, Franz Kaka. Precarious Untangling, 2023, Graphite on cotton paper. Photo: Franz Kaka.

Publisher:
ESPACE art actuel ↗
Year:
2026 (Forthcoming)
Photos:
Franz Kaka ↗Joys Gallery ↗Nicole Ji Soo Kim ↗
Citation: Beck, Maegan. "The Score No One Else Can Perform: Nicole Ji Soo Kim and the Notation of Mourning." Revue ESPACE art actuel 144 (2026).
The Score No One Else Can Perform: Nicole Ji Soo Kim and the Notation of Mourning Installation view, Head Help Heart, Franz Kaka.

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